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Sunday, March 25, 2007

...my mind keep going blank all of a sudden...just like when I am writing this post...I wonder if it is possible. Maybe let me rephrase this...my emotion or I-don't-know-what feel so void,empty. It is as if I am not my usual self. It feels as if I am so blank...

Why do we have to live a lifestyle that we don't want?
Why do we want a life that we don't want to live?
Why do we have to trouble ourselves?
Why do we have to bother so much?
Why do we have to be happy when we are sad?
Why do we have to do what we are told?
Why do we have to study for a future and not build a future upon what we want?
Why do people no longer look to see who you are but what you appears to be?
Why do we have to act like we are oblivious when we know?
Why do we have to like what we do not like but forced to like?
Why do we have rights and wrongs but we can't tell?
Why do we mixed dreams with reality so we create a decaying world?
Why do people tries to please others but not understand them?
Why do people have to tell the truth when all there is, is a lie?
Why do the we view or weight money so important that we can throw away what we really want?
Why do we have to work as a profession that does not make us happy but rich?
Why do people bitch about life being bitchy when reality is the problem lies with they do not know what they actually want?

Have you ever think about why do you actually study for?
Have you ever think about why you really act as you do?
Have you ever think about how really contended you are?
Have you ever thought about how happy you really are?
Have you ever spare a thought about building a HAPPY future instead of a dream?
Have you ever spare a thought what is happiness?
Have you ever wonder if you could do something that you want but can't because you are told you can't? ( Be an artist or a writer)
Have you ever wonder why the world look down on some things and deem they a worthless profession?
Have you ever appreciated the cleaners that keep the place clean so you can walk around in peace?
Have you ever ever ever feel like you are a failure?

I feel like a failure but I am not alone.
I feel like dying but I am not.
I feel like giving up but I can't.
I felt and feel like crying and I did.
I want to change and I am trying.
I am sitting when I am told to stand.
I am waiting when I am told to run.
I am changing as the clock ticks.
No matter how it goes I will live.
No matter how hard it gets, I will run.
No matter how tought it is, I will stand.
No matter what they tell me I am me.
No matter how sad I am, I am SAD.
So when I am sad leave me be, so that I'll learn to stand on my own
I need time but time don't need me.
However still, I will give myself a break, so that I can continue and not crack.

How much question that is above you can answer? Tell me. send me an e-mail if you know me, if not tag me or ask me to your blog where you answer the questions.

How long do we have to wait till the Sun raise? We don't cause the Sun is always there.
Is the glass half-full or half-empty? It is full cause there is air to fill the space up you dolt.
These kind of questions are but foolish but we all are cause no one's a pefect butterfly.

she told the story ... 5:39 AM

%that's me

Surname:Wong. Initials: C.T

Pename:Crystalleaf
Age:Going to be 15
Birthday:25th Aug,sign:Virgo

Personality:Lots...mood swing...,lazy,like anime,daydream(that's why I write fanfic...0.O)

Likes:Fanfic...Anime...FOOD!!!Can't live without NICE food.Chocolate...Piano...

Dislike:Being dumb(which I am),bossy(which I AM...damned I'm one twisted person...),REALLY SPICY FOOD!!!,Crowded places(no...I'm not emo...or has any grudge against the world...,people tolerating each other...(people should RESPECT & UNDERSTAND each other...not try to tolerant then *snap* can't tolerant anymore and tears each other apart...(like it sometimes...damn I'm so evil:D))

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